fuck type feeling,
first time.

relieving the past, forgetting the future

Plain White T's - Lonely September 

I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind


Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did


I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did           
And you didn't mean to love me back


I know it's not the smartest thing to do 
we just can't seem to get it right    
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight


I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far


I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove


Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did


And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back but you did

whooooooooo!~ ytd first day at new york new york and i spilled water on my manager. anw overall its fun and the people there are nice and friendly. =)

then today first sea training but never sail at all. fucking wind not in favour of us. only learned how to rig up the byte. come back and SLEEP!

goodnight sexy people of my world.

SONG BO! i bought my peu-ma shoe! its so sexy. starting work tmr.

heh heh. today went to amk hub for interview at new york new york. power la. with leslie and teck wang there its like so SONG! then with andy and stanley too. so cool!!! finally i have job. wah but the uniform abit ugly. apron! wth. so gay. but overall still okay la. then saw amanda and annabelle there. so long nv see them alr.

STARTING WORK ON FRI! abit excited.

SEX-out